byebye . ! farewell.

sedih gilagila. 

terpaksa lepaskan impian yg selama 5tahun nie ak kejar.ta heran laa. dye sememangnyer sorg yg pro bab2 main chess nie.dye lah satu2 nye idola  ak selepas kasporav. 

izzat abdul muhaymin

de best chess player i've ever met . :)

dlm byk2 pemain, mamat nie sorg jer yg ak tabik. 

bro, 

ak sedih gila tgk kau pergi td. salah ak jgk, ta main btol2 wktu mssd ari tuh.

sekli lg, hati ak meraung. dan yg pling buad ak sedih.

ini kan taun terAKHIR kau. so,da 5 tahun ak kejar kau. then, last2 . ta lpas gak. SEDIH GILABABENG. 

kau lah pembakar semangat ak untuk trus bangkit dlm dunia catur :)

honestly, ak SAYANG gila kt kau. 

taun dpn, ta tau laa cmne. 

doakn ak ..! 

CHESS

hari nie banyak GILA dugaan. haiihhh =='

sabor jer laa. ALLAH bg ujian .

i'm SCHOOLSICK..!!

D A M N

menngis bgai nk rak td. HAHAHA xD

. sedih GILAGILA :'( 

bubye my dear..! :(

heyy heyy. opppss.. ASSALAMUALAIKUM  *selok bg salam x)

still tak gerak2 dr lappy. oh beratnyer buntut ku..!! xD

HAHAHAHAHA

ehh. malas laa. TAK ad mood. lg beberape jam n minit nk brtolak sblom ibu brsiap. gggrrrr... :/  tak boley ker masa brhenti buad seketika.. -__-'

byk benda tak settle kt SHAH. its all about my feeling n emotions..! huhh.

tapi kn. kalu saye tak blik, msti dyeorg RINDU..!! HAHAHAHAHA *perasan btol .! xD

ok3. NEVER MIND. =='

mom, i just DONT want to back there.

D A M N

mom said to me: (a few days ago,before she picks me) "why u have to be so tensed.?u know what. u just have to enjoy your life time. especially your teenage life..! "

when i told her about being a PERFECT,, she said:

"everybody in this world are NOT perfect. they have their own weakness. everyone makes mistakes. so, just be yourself,my dear. past is past. everything happens for a reason.. "

yeah.. agree wif her. thats why i love her sooo muchies. =) my mom, my friend.

act, ibu TAK speaking pon, i jer yg translate-kan ..HAHAHAHAHA sengal xD.

ok3. now, time to packing. da2 laa cik aufa, ringan2 kn laa buntut awk tuh..! HAHAX  :D

readers pon da naek bosan ngn prangai awk nie. ==' erkk.. TAK KESAHH ponn :PP

IGNORE ME , AGAIN..

byebye..! time to go to school :P

DAMN... AHAD..!! x(

okayy. hari nie hari AHAD..means, kene blik HOSTEL..!!  ggggrrrr x(

DAMN hari ahad. come on laa. dax SBP kn. sape yg TAK suka blik hostel kan. arghhh.! sengal T.T

nape laa doktor tak bg mc smpai mggu dpn jer. adoiii. *brsyukur laa doktor bg mc weii.! HAHA xD

ok3. bersyukur.. hurmmm. still TAK ade mood nk blik =='

prlu ker blik SHAH ..?  ad sape2 bley tolong jwbkn tak..? T.T 

HAHAHAHA   ok3..  *stop merepek-ing aufa xD

ta tau laa nape. sye ta puas ag dok umah. senang crite, TAK puas ag dok JAUH dr SHAH..

siyesly sye ckp. SHAH mmg best. cam SBP yg laen.

tpi, ta tau laa kenape. mgkin setiap org brbeza. dan setiap memori tu pon berbeza. haaaihhh ~___~"  sye jnis yg mudah trpengaruh dgn org laen.

paling BEST : sye mudah terasa+tersentuh+emotional  HAHAHA   *harap maklum ya..! xD

ok3.. malas daa nk merapu kt sini. nk packing2 . kmas brg. hurmmm.

PERLU KER MAKAN UBAT.....?? 

HAHA *merepek lagi. xD

sayounara~ :D thanx 4 read this message..! BHAHAHA xD  

IGNORE ME , OKAYY..!!

.: remember my friends :.

When you’re troubled and no one seems to care,
and you can’t find a friend anywhere,
remember that God is there for you.
He hears every prayer.

When life seems empty, your dreams far away,
and no one hears a word you say,
remember that God loves you.
His heart will never go astray.

When the good times seem few and you’re feeling low,
and looking for comfort, but there’s nowhere to go,
remember that God will help you.
He’ll guide you toward your rainbow.

When troubles assail you, and the world has failed you,
remember that no matter what problems come along,
God will always be there,
to help you stay strong.

                 

                    *so, this is my poem .! :D boleh tahan,kan.?? hehehe 

                  brsusah payah mncari ( tak  susah pon,search kt internet jer ==')

ALL THE BEST FOR ME..! :D

credits to: Poetry of Life.com

what a surprise..!

..masyaAllah..

nk TER-jerit da sye tadi.

mne TAK nyer, tgh2 syok mgadap lappy, tbe2 phone bunyi. tgk number, cm knl jepp.

so, sye pon jwb laa.. then..

O M G ...!!

dye call.! ya Allah. nk trcabut jntung sye..! hadoii  ==' mmg nk kene BEST FRIEND sye sorg niey. boley dye call dr situ.? ishh3. *ta de kje mamat niey*

TER-kelu lidah sekejap.~ HAHAHA xD

haaihh. mr.vamp. what a surprise..! :)

mmg awk nk buad sye sakit jntung ponn. =P

nasib baek call guna i-talk. kalu tak, abis laa coins dye. hahax  xD

caring GILA mamat nie. call sye semata2 nk tnye khabar jer..HAHA . *bangga sudaa.~*

SWEET GILAGILA ..!

ehh ehh, saye sehatt jer laa. alhamdulilah. =) demam pon da surut. so, ta yah laa nk risau2,okayy. ^^

btw, thanx for calling td. walaupon ckp skjp jerr. laen kali, buad laa sye sakit jntung lagi ea..!  :PP

: thanx for your caring too. =)

: i'm sooo lucky to have u in my life ^^

: sayang kamoo ketadketad ..! :D

: best friend smpai bilabila,okayy..! ^O^

C.U.A.K

cuak gila tggu 18 april nie. >,<  smpai tak lena nk tdo, ilang selera mkn. huhux. semua nie gara2 poem competition ari tuh. adooii..!! spoiler mood btol laa.. = ="

tak pasal2 kene buad semula. da laa dpn dak2 SHAH. gggrrrr..!

S.E.N.G.A.L

cuak sgt2. mentang2 laa kiteorg nie top 3 . aduhh.. sayang  cg Halimatun .! ;D

tcher Masz ponn ta boley nk buad ape2.. hurmmm.

da laa pesaing2 nye HEBAT-hebat.. alamak aii..! muhd rasydan n luqman nur hakim   ~____~"

ari nie da ari sabtu. bersamaan dgn 16 april. so, tggl lagi DUA hari lagiiii..!!!!!

OMG

ya ALLAH ..! bntu lah hambamu ini.. amiin

so, skunk tgh dlm proses mghafal poem. urrmmmm.. act, ta pilih ag poem yg mne satu nk bace. T.T    sengal kn saye nie.? errkk.

yg ta boley bla nyer. da laa dpn SATU SHAH ..! gosh! satu shah, means;  depan dyeorg semua..! aarrghh..! malu3..  ;O 

cannot imagine..

mentang2 laa one shah one family. ~____~!  

ok3.. chillax aufa. no biggie okayy...! alaaa..bace poem jer ponn.. ~

ho laa.. mmg bace poem jer pon..! cer kalu saye trsasul ker, terlalut ker, tbe2 tak ingt rngkap ker. camne..?? huhh.. *ok3. stop merepek-ing aufa xD

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

act, mmg saye tgh cuak gilagila skunk nie. ta boley nk dok diam2. adooii.

semuanye brcampur aduk.. seriusly, ta sggup nk brdiri dpn dyeorg sume. dgn semua mata2 yg mmandang. dgn tanggapan dyeorg. hhaaiihh.. dugaan~

okayy.

 

no matter what will happens. pray for me, okayy..! :D

doakn yg terbaek tuk saye tau..! huhux. need your support gilagila >,<

now, time tuk mghafal..!

chaiyok x3  ..! u can DO IT  xD  . insyaALLAH   =)